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i cut all over again

Gnosis said you'd be fun to fuck with I wasn't going to at first but now I'm bored...I think I might cut myself....oh wait no I won't that's what stupid whores do. :D

ur in my favorites...add me?

"were i you, i would suggest setting blueeyedblonde bitch as the target, she seems like shed be fun to f*** with. perhaps i will do so myself. but in other words, have fun with the pissing of the people off, i did have my share of laughs... my usual entertainment was the christians. they are easy to offend... may i also suggest spiritsfire for you. all he talks of is "christ" and is fun to argue with.  Mr. Green 

have fun with it.

x gnosis x"

[ASSWIPE]
2008-09-20 16:22:32

i cut all over again

by doing that he'll think he won and u never let the other person win,because then he'll have controll over u and he'll know what makes u mad.

I've already done that with so many pple,it sux!

because they ALWAYS use it against u.

[Smurphy14]
2008-08-02 23:50:44

i cut all over again

omg no don't do that, ur bf wants to get u, and by doing this he'll kno for sure that he did.

so don't give shyt what he does, it will be his lost, and soomer or later he'll come to realize how specail u are, and how he lost out

[bellababiee]
2008-08-02 23:46:25

i cut all over again are you cutting and thinking about becoming bulimic because of your ex?
[n00dle]
2008-08-02 23:25:09

poem [2] It's not very flowing and not very poetic but I guess you drew it from your heart...so Kudos[ilovecows] 2008-07-27 23:20:22

he broke my heart
too close?
its 'scared' him? ..what to tell you?
& so he should feel bad, the guy broke your heart.
omfg, what a gay reason.
i totally totally understand how sucky you must feel (been here), but the guy seems a bit stupid. Like telling his BROTHER to tell your BEST FRIEND. if he hasnt even got enough guts to tell you straight, move on. he will KICK himself when he sees you all happy with someone else.
but, just in case you feel like there is no silver lining...
keep writing. not only will it make you feel better, but you have a people like me from the other side of the world who want to kick this guys ass for hurting you.
& you seem to have a great personality, so im sure you'll find someone soon.
btw, leave the house, go shopping, if theres a party coming up, get drunk. it'll take your mind off it.
xo

[PrmaDonnaoftheGutter]
2008-07-26 01:30:56

he broke my heart

oh my goodness,i just went through like the same thing exactly six days ago.
only he told me over the phone.
yeah,evidently the relationship wasn't going anywhere.. hahah,yeah right,cause seven months isn't going anywhere.? :]

but anyway,
i know how badly it hurts.. and,the first day sucks.REALLY BAD..
but,during times like these you remember what your friends are for. :] you need to fill in your extra time with going out with girlfriends and being completely crazy,even though it may be tough at first.. and,always remember to cry as much as you need when you're with them.. if you cry when you need to,it'll lessen a ton the next couple days..
but before you do that,you do need a day or two to just sit and eat all the chocolate and ice cream you want and cry and watch movies. :]
it really does get better,you just need to take it day by day,and keep telling yourself that there's someone else out there that will love you so much more and would never ever want to hurt you.

keep your head up,and if you wanna talk,i'm free,even though i don't really know you.. :]

-sarah.

[SARAHBBY]
2008-07-26 00:59:06

i hope he's not using me
hey...
i know i dont know your age, etc, but like...
have fun with it. DONT let him treat you like a doorknob &/or available blowjob, but if u have fun with the guy, why not?
he seems ok...maybe he thinks u like going down on him? make it a bit more obvious, or ask for a return :) if he says no, tell him you aint giving it back then :) simple.
& besides, even something like, 'dude, are u just tryin to get in my pants, haha' might be helpful, just see how he reacts.
& lastly...
use your intuition. if your instincts tell u hes an a**h***, move on.
your better than that :)
xo


[PrmaDonnaoftheGutter]
2008-07-21 01:16:01

i hope he's not using me hello....im lily...
just wanted to say...um...maybie u should try talking to him...or if that dont work....than yea i guess just wait and see....but really u should try talking to him first kk...im kinda in the same situation as u are too...KINDA SCARED too...but yes..i believe that guys lie ALOT even when they say they dont or arent...some of them are just nice and sweet to get what they want than after that anything can happen u know...so yea...just try talking to him....sry if im no help...im kinda stuck where ur at too....good luck =)

[lily]
2008-07-20 23:54:22

arrested that's such an a**h*** thing for your "friend" to do, send that video to ppl...real nice. sorry it happened :([InMyHead19] 2008-07-18 01:00:52

i cut again ):

dont hate urself so much for cutting, i know its rong i used to do it myself but the main thing is u know u have a problem with it and r trying to quit. Next time u think of doing it try to do sumit to take ur mind off it it can be hard i know and there will b times when u slip up but as long as u keep trying ur doing rite.

Just keep telling urself that nothing is worth scarring urself over no matter what the problem is, u putting all these nasty looking scars over ur body is just not worth it try to deal with it in another way. What i did when i felt like cutting was put on some fast beat music n do a bit of boxing in my room n it helped a lot it gets all the stress out id rather do that than end up with scars everywhere.

Ur strong enough to do it just dont feel bad when u have a slip up coz we all have them once in a wile, take care xx

[bettyboop19]
2008-07-07 10:59:45

i cut again ):

Oh,guys are so confusing eh?

Well I hope you can get through this
I'm here for you if you need anything no doubt!
-Renee
[Dillux]
2008-07-06 17:19:57

poem i like it[wilted_rose] 2008-07-03 04:29:32

poem That's awesome!!! keep the poem's coming!!!Twisted Evil
[mrvolcano15]
2008-07-03 03:26:36

poem That's really good, I like it a lot :D Wow[AlienKiley] 2008-07-03 03:03:41

he screwed me over... twice. it just feels so right sometimes, though.
[hymnsandrhymes]
2008-06-30 13:58:45

i'm new to this... hey dont worry girl.
you'll get the hang of it
i promise :] well thanks for
the comment; but i need major
help right now! you should give
me your most homest opinion.
go read my newest entry.
[LiLKiDDSMiLEY]
2008-06-27 22:48:04

i'm new to this... ty so much vfor your support
i appreciate your kind words and your help
this rly is just your diary
you write how u feel and someone can comment or give you advice
somke p pl can be rly mean and rude tho (read some of my comments from some of the ppl on here)
It just happens
You get  and give lol
take care
sammi[raspberrycola]
2008-06-27 21:51:00

i'm new to this...

heeey thanks for commenting on my entry i'm 14 but people say i'm mature for my age

I'm glad you know how i feel...not to be mean

its just none of my friends can relate to the pain i'm feeling to tell you the truth i can't even tell them how i feel because it's embarrassing

[pps5009]

2008-06-25 14:33:53

i'm new to this... hey jade i know what u mean when people will know u on here iv had sum1 i know read into my diary twice now n nearly ruined my relationship so yeah people can b really nasty once they find out who u r i had to delete my whole diary n start again which im really pissed off at but oh well, so how old r u n what do u do do u go college , skool? luv clo[bettyboop19] 2008-06-25 03:50:36

i'm new to this...

hey welcome to mdd,  readin other peoples diarys will confuse u if uv not read the other entries but its cool  u can just leave comments n chat to people or write in ur diary and people will leave comments in ur diary.

Anyways my names chloe n im 19 il add u to my favs il read ya diary, whats ya name xx

[bettyboop19]
2008-06-24 02:32:29

I'm still in love with him... hey thanks for the comment.
& yeahh i agree with you
i dont see the point in telling him
something that is going to brake
us up; especially when it didnt mean
anything to me. i only love him :]
& theres no way of him finding out
so yeahh; iam just goint to keep quiet.

ohh & i really do know how it is not to
be able to get over someone you trully
care about :[ its TOO hard; but i promise
you TIME is the only medicine for it.
<3

get at me anytime
[LiLKiDDSMiLEY]
2008-06-23 11:06:47

I'm still in love with him... HM...he sounds like a jerk. He's messing with you and he's messing with his girlfriend. He tells you fooling around with you doesn't matter with him and then he MESSES around with you, just BEFORE his girlfriend shows up? What a jerk. I hope that you get over him cuz he is playing you AND his girlfriend. [SteeleBlack] 2008-06-23 00:32:36


 
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